HE SAID....

Hi everyone,

This morning, I got the inspiration to write a 3 part story, all about the same incident. It is such a balanced way of telling a story. I am starting with the man's view on the incident...don't worry, I plan to be fair..at least I will try to be. I believe everyone has a right to tell their side of a story. I really want to know what you think. I don't want to reveal the theme of the story now...why? Well it will ruin the fun for me, and you!!! Please leave a comment after reading.

By the way, I am not done with my gifts to the EXES but I am taking a break before one of them kills me...I will continue when I am at least three thousand kilometres away from the next ex...I am too young to die o...

Enjoy...

HE SAID...

I thought she wanted it...yes!!! she wanted it...women always say No when they mean Yes...

How do you explain her constant visits to my flat? She was always asking for small favours...'Please do you have change? I need to pay the vendor'...'Please can you give me your phone? I don't have credit.'...'Please can you help me pick my clothes on your way from work?'...

I am her neighbour..yes. But I am not her daddy, neither am I father christmas. At first I was only helping because I thought she didn't like the other neighbours but I found out that she was on friendly terms with them then I started to wonder why it was always me, she asked to do things for her. When she broke up with her boyfriend, I was the shoulder she leaned on...I was the one who stood by her,and I helped her heal....please don't I deserve a reward for all my knight in shining armour actions?...we became closer but I didn't ask her out because I wanted to give her time to get over the other fellow...

After two months, I took the bold step,and I asked her out...I acted like a real man, and I asked her to be my woman...I made myself look like a fool because of 'love.' She said no...she laughed at me,and said no. In her quiet, calm way she turned me down. I asked for a reason, and all she said was...'I am just looking for friendship from you, I really like you but not like that.' Please, how else do you like a guy who is loving, kind, and supportive? I know I am not ugly, at least my mirror tells me that every morning...I have also dated very beautiful girls even when I was very broke.

So, why did she say no to me? Am I not good enough? Am I too short? Or too tall? What is wrong with me?
These questions kept running through my mind when she turned me down. Amidst all of these, it suddenly dawned on me that women can never be satisfied!!! So, I decided to keep away from her..I swore never to talk with her again, I was so mad at myself, and her.

My decision flew out of the window the next day. She came to my flat with tears in her eyes, and she hugged me. I knew I was back to being just a 'friendly shoulder.'

I tried my luck with her again, and she still said no...so, I decided to get used to the role she had given me until the day she pushed me to my limits...

She came back home that evening, and knocked on my door. I refused to answer. Just for a day, I needed a break from her,I was tired of hard-ons, and desires, she kept arousing in me without fulfilling them!!! She kept knocking, and I turned deaf ears. I heard her move away from the door after a while, and so I decided to peep, and check. I opened the door, and she jumped at me. 'I knew you were inside! Why are you ignoring me, please let me in, I need you.'

Now, please can any man who is a man honestly tell me that he wouldn't have done what I did. She said she needed me, and so I let her in, now she is telling everyone I raped her!!!

Is it rape when a woman consciously brings herself to your doorstep?
Is it rape when she keeps looking so good whenever she comes to see you?

She gave me the green light and I took it. I did what I did to her because she wanted it. I don't know why she was crying afterwards. The annoying part is she stopped struggling after a while, she just laid there like a dead log of wood...I was too gone to care but now that I remember, I actually feel insulted.

After that night, she stopped talking to me. I didn't care, at least I had gotten a reward for all my stress. Then I noticed one of our other neighbours looking at me, and shaking her head. I knew she had said something to that woman. Now, she has told every one who cared to listen that I raped her...she said I forced myself on her...

I don't feel guilty so I don't care. However, if I don't tell my side of the story, everyone will judge based on her story.

I ask you..yes you...if she didn't want it, why did she make herself available?!!!

Mylipsrsealed...

Please say NO to rape in whatever form...